Had a stressful pregnancy and ended up having my baby last Wednesday at 37 weeks. I was so happy really happy but since then everything has gone wrong. We were in hospital for days because of jaundice and then waiting test results.
Finally came home on Sunday but it's pretty obvious my baby doesn't like me and it hurts as I love him so much.
We had to switch to formula in hospital but now he will only fees, for my husband. Hes not a good eater and has lost weight but feeds better for my husband. He also likes to cuddle with my husband more than me.
Already feeling like a, failure due to breastfeeding I now feel even worse and am terrified of what will happen when my husband goes back to work and my baby won't feed.
I've wanted this baby for so long. I have 2 girls (11 and 13) and had several miscarriages before having my 3rd. Obviously my body was getting rid of the babies because I'm a shit mother. Feel sorry for my son ended up with me.
Not sure what the point is anymore.