Currently cursing the undo button on the iPad. Have deleted post 3 times now total arse
It wasn't great, basically dished out hugs to those needing them, chasing, lilly and clarella if my memory isn't failing me which it will be
Had NCT first aid course today, was pretty good, basic but good and I feel a lot better with things ESP choking which I was most afraid of. Heart still in mouth though when I gave Eric some mango sticks earlier. He bit a chunk and I immediately went to scoop it out only for dp who also attended said course to launch at me with 'yourenotsupposedtoscoopitoutleavehimbewoman'. So I sat, watched e, he gagged, brought the chunk forward himself and then swallowed it :) I am still not sure, I'm not sure I will ever not panic when he eats or it feels that way but this is success, right?
I am mostly just pleased he is enjoying other things bar rusk and that we are not stressed. I will be starting properly next week and he seems much more ready than he did a few weeks back. I am beginning to think he might be one who likes to feed himself though and if so I will shit myself every time he eats I think! I am going to offer both though and see how we get on :) guess its up to the wee man and if finger foods means he eats veg, then scary fucking finger foods it is! I am much more comfortable with purée but never mind!
Sounds mission to keep up tomorrow. I hope I manage it, feel out of the quiche-loop on hectic days. Mum is healing well and staying off her feet but hopefully will be up and about a bit more in the coming weeks so ill not be running round like such a blue arsed fly quite so much! Think I'm doing ok though ignores fact tea wasn't ready until 8pm