pennie that sucks - fingers x'd they see the error of their ways!!!
vq awwwwwww lickle baby snowflakes!!! You're damn right though my third is a bigger enigma than my other two put together - they were text book babies - and I know I should be v v v grateful for baby that sleeps through I just wish I knew what she wanted at any given moment when she yells.
Dad said no 😠he would if he could but lil brother skinted him and now he's putting every spare penny into a pension as he should be retiring in the next 5 years - fair enough - he said if we were desperate he would get a bank loan for us but I can't ask him to do that. I'm gutted don't know how the hell I'm gonna be able to afford the first 2 months of uni as the childcare will be £750 a month and petrol will be a full tank a week at £70 not to mention parking, bridge crossings and books. Need to have another chat with dh tonight but like last time he just seems to think ill be able to magic it from somewhere and as its me going to uni I kind of think he thinks its my problem :( I do get pissed off with dh about money - his money pays for set stuff each month - rent, utilities, child maintenance, money aside for cars etc.... So no big changes, my wages pay for everything else, food, clothes, everything Dottie needs big or small, riding lessons, decorating, pocket money and one month I can have a few quid spare other months I'm skint a week into it.
I'm so fed up been in tears all day - did pg test cos I'm sooo down and thank fuck it was negative - can you get pms on the implant? Had no period so not sure wtf is going on.
My Monday is more maudlin than merry sorry!!!