Thank you all. It feels so supportive in here.
I still feel like resting. Took an hour and a half walk today in the woods. Just took my time touching trees, listening, letting my dog take his time collecting all his smells.
I feel like curling up on the settee now though until school. There are twinges of guilt in there though, so I don't know how powerful I really am with that!
But my stomach keeps hurting so I'm not pushing myself.
It's good to come in here. I have the fire on now and my book out.
I keep welling up with grief. I wish I could still do things with my mum. She was my best friend, my favourite companion. My mum. But then...I try to not stay in that wish. Because it brings so much pain.
I don't know if I do earthing.
There are times I even wonder if I am a witch. Do you know what I mean? But...I am me. And that is all. On my path.
I think I'll choose some oils to burn, and really delve into my book.
Still needing rest. So tired!
Wishing you all a day of goodness x