Happy New Year and Blessed New Moon lovely ladies.
I've missed so much !
Our Christmas didn't take the direction I anticipated, stomach bugs , injuries etc It was a blessing in disguise , lots of time for the two of us and no plans or timetable.
I had some work last week and am now fully back in the routine, DH back to normal now too. This means I have reclaimed pockets of time alone to catch up with you lovely lot and do a little studying.
I was catching on on recent posts , fascinated with the ' ikea strategy ',
What could it be ?
A cabinet ?
Storage for potions ?
I wanted one whatever it was.
Honestly it was a good 20 minutes before I clicked 
Interested discussion regarding books and paraphernalia being out in the open.
I fall into the more reserved camp, books underneath things, tarot hidden, crystals in a room that only I use.
If I was asked a direct question I would answer but I wouldn't volunteer information.
It isn't just that I have no wish to defend my beliefs or enter into a debate it's also that I don't want to be attention seeking and to enjoy that attention .
I feel a bit conflicted even being here .
The craft is fashionable and exciting and sexy and I want no part of that aspect of it by which I mean I don't want it to be an ego trip.
I would be almost addictive to cultivate this air of mystery dropping hints that I am somehow special or gifted, not that I think I'm anymore gifted than the next person.
I just know no good would come of it.
It puts me in mind of the Witches Pyramid as well , the To Be Silent.
I supposed the counter argument would be we should be loud and proud , to honour those who were persecuted and perhaps to redress how the patriarchy stripped the feminine from every pagan practice . I'm waffling now sorry .
Lapetus how wonderful and exciting to see the synchronicity.
I had a similar experience almost a year ago , I asked for help and it was unmistakable. I laughed out loud when I saw it. It's those moments that you just know.
Those guests weren't your friends , they were bouncing the negativity off each other . I hope they were ashamed.
BarronHollow we got that Alexa thingie , there are a couple of mediation type radio stations that I have on all day and for rituals.
You are ' real ' you know.
YashmisCrone I have some experience of the in and out , it's comforting, there is a time for everything.
Speakout I expect your home is a bit quieter with the boys away.
I picture you being so fit and motivated.
I'm trying to get the courage to give yoga a go , I might try YouTube in private.
Body pump? That would finish me off.
I haven't forgotten your kindness to me in the run up to Christmas.
I feel more optimistic and positive now , today in particular, maybe it's the new moon .
Taking of the new moon I was stressing about finances being tight and discovered this morning that a client had paid early , early ish 😆. So it's falling into place and I'm grateful.
Big wave to everyone .
My pocket of time has run out for now