I've had a difficult couple of nights due to antisocial behaviour from a neighbour
In the middle of that I had a dream that has disturbed me.
Someone who was once quite important to me in my life but not a friend, relative or partner, was holding forth behind a table in the context I knew them. There were lots of observers whose faces I couldn't see, but felt they knew us both.
What followed was the person verbally ripping me to shreds and calling me all sorts, including at one point a tart, whilst everyone looked on shocked but not intervening.
This is a person with the ability to wither you with a pithy word who I would have cried and run from in the past. Instead I held my own every insult I rebuffed, every jibe I stood tall and the more I did it the weaker and ridiculous they looked and people were looking at me with admiration and then it was over
In the intervening years, since they've become a figure in the past, I've maybe wondered if they were a little in love with me despite a completely inappropriate age gap.
I suppose in a loose sense they were a friend at one time and apparently arguing with a friend in a dream is a sign a friend has or will betray you - which is on my mind now.
I once posted about a dream on MN and was asked if I wasnt aware that others dreams are extremely boring, so apologies for that, but it feels like a warning somehow.
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