Many thanks Lissette
Prayers for you MHD. I'm sorry it was stressful for you orchid. I hope you find more energy or can have a somewhat restful afternoon.
Last night was very horrible with my mental health. Sorry if this isn't allowed but I have turned back self harm over the last few weeks. Last night it was bad, not hospital bad but still bad and DP thinks I need the steri strip things to close it. My prayer book reading this week is very apt "if we ignore the root cause of our wounds, we will continue to be wounded, even if we heal some of the damage. We might fix what has been harmed. But if we continue doing what caused the harm in the first place, we will simply acquire (or inflict) new wounds because the core activity has not changed."
I am very grateful I am seeing a good counsellor at the moment. I have had mental health issues for the last 8 years and have self harmed on and off for 7 of those. But I really feel that with God, with my counsellor, my DP and all the other support I have that 2017 can be the year I turn away from the self harm, to confront the issues head on and heal from them to move forwards more positively.
Prayers for all who are dealing with health issues at the moment, for those who need support may you get that support from a God and those around us.
And love to you all. Though I have name changed and have not been on these threads in a while I still remember very clearly the depth of the support provided to me here. It's a wonderful community of people from all ages and backgrounds who are brought together purely through their love of God and I am so so grateful for that, thank you.