Hello everyone. I have been experiencing the most annoying problems signing in after I changed my phone. I went from Android to an iPhone had or have two email addresses and now everything online I used doesn't match up with passwords.
I am using my old phone as a temporary measure. Somehow it let me sign in so I sized the moment.
I have been messaging the truly wonderful Oma. She has been a huge support. 
I am not sure what to expect from Christmas this year. Both our parents are abroad for Christmas and it's my first without my dad.
I have my usual Xmas anxiety. Worried about everything being organised and stuff. I drive myself half mad.
The dc are sorted with gifts apart from one who wasn't sure what she wants but her area looks so sparse. So I worry about it.
Dh has been doing some work in the bathroom and we are behind as there were leaks, wrong parts ordered, delay in new parts coming, paint drying and such. Normally it would be ok but it's Xmas and tools are in the bathroom and the landing along with cabinets and toiletries and again it is worrying me. Ridiculous I know! 
I hope to get paid from a customer today and it's always a worry with them so I am praying for a cheque today so it will clear by Friday.
Dh looks forward to Xmas and a family time and I feel it's my job to take this on. I feel like I am on sentry duty making sure that everything is going well and everyone is happy. Yesterday I ran myself ragged and invariably someone had a complaint. A friend doing this or someone lost a charger or a change of plan or something.
I just want a quiet and peaceful pleasant day. I will visit the grave and take a Christmas present for dad but I just want everyone to be reasonably happy. I suppose the TV shows and adverts show tidy houses with everyone happy and only a few show the opposite where something goes wrong.
While I am able to sign in I will do and work out how to sign in when it fails.
Just a quick question, are all your homes absolutely prepared for Xmas and neat and organised and running like clockwork? Dh just reminded me of our new sofa being delivered tomorrow and I had a rise of panic. They change the delivery date after dh booked it off and if it comes in the morning and not in the afternoon we are stuffed......dh is on early shift you see and if we cannot take delivery it's not possible to deliver again before Xmas so dfs said.
Anxiety is awful. I cope with the big stuff staring me in the face but the small stuff and the imaginary stuff or unimportant stuff I struggle with massively.
Anyway I will go as I need to see if my cheque is there. I pray that it is x