Critical mass begins the Journey

[melsy]

Hiya girls , a fresh new thread for us to chat on

Yes sorry neetsmassi would normally reply, I was away from the pc all afternoon & then was at family.

I ma mystified here

no - I'll have a look at it. It usually is quite clear if it is good or bad - this was just like a rush though - could have been co-incidence but I don't really believe in them

Have replied to Sibble on the reiki thread, thanks for the message.

Why mystified Coddy????

Papillon after my message about colours earlier today. I went to one of my spirual books on how "60 ways to feel amazing" and I closed my eyes and asked higher self what I needed to know & the page that opened was this : Choose the colurs you need. Green BTW repersents natural healing and balance. I did this with several similar books and all synchornistic relevant themes came up !!!

Hi Helsbels

maybe coddy means she gets mystified

this makes no sense whatso ever!

Melsy how do you have time tod o all thsi contemplative stuff?

I dont know it just happens Coddy.

Hi papillon , had to go shopping for a bit , so missed some of the convo.

do you not think life would be easier without it all? all this analysis?

I kinda have to coddy beacuse I have been unwell mentally and physically (as many threads over the months of new motherhood have shown)and need to resolve a lot of the reasons why its happened.

dd is playing with a green balloon at the moment.. decided not to sleep ... hope it does not explode... only blew it up small though.

thanks Melsy for the naughty peek in the self help book
I miss forests living here in CH

helsbels if u don´t believe in coincidence... wot do u think it is instead... tapping into energy... how could u define it - like what u told us about yesterday with your friend who now is a protective energy for u and your ds.

No not easier. I t gives my life some amazing moements that are full of love and amazing positive emotions. I have been very negative for a long time.

I know M and I am sympathetic to you (rare but not unheard of!)

BUt I wonder if you could just go to one therapist and then not dwell on it lal so much?

DOes that sound trite?

No Coddy, my husband has the same way of lookingn at it as you. But I dont mind as that is your way of beong and it makes you happy. My journey is mine, but i like to hear the other side as it balances everything and just crystalises what I feel.

I find life harder without self analysis if I can include myself in this little mystified mystery strain of thought.

also things and events that have happened to me and to many others are not lightly shrugged off as nothing.

I also just find it plain old interesting and amazing really.

Ok!

Will i saw 2 diff therapists because the 2nd one was for a Physical ear probelm that the doctor is seeing to aswill. It was just complimentory & I have finished that forthe time being. The other lady is for my anxiety attacks.

Just go and see a qualified analyst and cut out lal the other stuff

My thoughts too Papillon. I think it has made me more empathetic of other people outisde myself , although motherhood does thsat too.

My bf has panic attacks
has just come off anti depressants

she sussed out herself why hse had them and knew the cause and told the analyst and he agreed!

I did coddy , for a year and a half & he didnt help me one iota. AS I got PND and worse stuff thatn before dd.

Thats gerat for her I wish it was as easy for me, there are different types of anxiety and different levels of depression. Mine has some deep seated reasons.