Hi, I wonder if I'm panicking for nothing or if I should commit suicide for inadvertently injuring my newborn. I visited a friend over the weekend, while leaving their flat, we needed to carry my newborns pram, with newborn, down the 3 wee steps in his building. He dropped the front wheels off the last step! The pram jerked down instead of being set down gently. My baby was asleep, she more startled and jerked awake and cried out. She settled quickly after, she travels well in her pram, enjoying the gentle shoogling. I'm so worried now though. I keep googling shaken baby syndrome. Has anyone else done this? My baby is eating well, responding well, she's been a bit irritable today but she has had a bit of a blocked nose. I'm panicking, I feel like the worst mother. Like I should just kill myself and be done with it. I'd really rather die than have caused my baby any harm.
Please, genuinely advise.