Just that really.
I guess I made the mistake of having children young and before any sort of career. I'm 35 now and I work evenings/nights to work around my DH because we can't afford to pay for nursery costs for our youngest or wrap around school clubs for the older two.
DH is self employed and his pay has varied massively over the last few years, but I don't think we're entitled to any gov top-ups and I'm extremely wary of the welfare system having been severely burned by the whole thing and put into debt when they miscalculated things as a single mum.
I am so exhausted, I get one evening off a week on average and I don't have the energy to go over homework/reading with my children let alone spend quality time. The days are spent waking up tired and struggling to get through.
I'm sick of not being able to look after the house or my children properly. I feel like running away and ending it all.