I have 2 girls, one is 5 and one 2y7m. My 5yo started school in September, which was a releif to begin with. I thought it would give me some quality time with my youngest and we could go swimming, playgroups, like I used to with my oldest...but no! My 2y7mo is a nightmare She is so demanding and has headbanging temper tantrums, doesn't seem to listen to a single thing I say and I'm constantly exhausted. I do forget how old she is sometimes as she is very forward. She's been in a potty trained and sleeping in a bed (when she decides to go to bed that is) for 6 months.
I just have no energy. I'm scard to take her to toddler group because she constantly fights with other children. I find myself wishing I hadn't had her. I cry alot and just miss what freedom felt like (and lye ins). My oldest doesn't take a blind bit of notice of me crying on the kitchen floor as its quite common. But then my 2y7mo comes over, hugs me and says she loves me.
Just don't know how to get myself out of this hole.