Had a nightmare night with ds2....waking up all the time. Its also the anniversary of my grandads death today, so feeling a bit down cos of that anyway. Its taken me all day just to do the washing and see to the kids.....I finally get ds2 to sleep so I decide to put another load of washing on and jump in the shower (at 3.30pm!!)....as soon as I get in, ds2 wakes up screaming, so i stumble out, twist my ankle and hobble to go get him.......scare the life out of him as I realise I still have a mountain of shampoo in my hair.....and I also have a mountain of ironing to do now as well. Ds2 has been crying all night and day cos the paediatrician split the end of his willy yesterday trying to work out if he needed circumcising. Its really sore and bleeding a little bit. Poor love. And he is teething as well to make it worse!! dd is tired and grumpy and ds1 is bored already and its only the first week of the holidays. DH has just rung........he is working til late. Just what I need!! All this chaos on my own! oh im fed up fed up fed up!!!