Fastasleep's descent into Hell..... all messages of support welcome [wink]

[FastasleepInTheHellPit]

I know this sounds pathetic but .....

I'M VISITING MY PARENTS. (TONIGHT!! FOR A WEEK!!)

Ok when you've stopped laughing lol - my parents are alcoholics, my mum has been mentally ill (but undiagnosed so no label for it) since I can remember, and my Dad is scary and anti-social and gave up talking to me when I was 8 (completely)... When I lived there (moved out 3 years ago, am 19 now) mum spent every night yelling insults at me and accusing me of everything under the sun and telling me how much she hated me etc... before then she used to take me to the doctors on a weekly basis with a new illness or injury or anything really... she pushed them till they diagnosed me with ME (much to my disgust even then) and depression (which was probably right but induced by her not anything else!!)... then she pulled me out of school, I spent some time in foster homes and children's homes and then I got married and left!

I'm going back cos I still love her, what an idiot huh?

Anyway I'm at the outer circle of hell atm - packing with two under two's around (ok one's 2.1 but still). My parents decided to pick us up (we're carless) a day early and weren't going to say until I called late last night....

Any tips on staying sane and not biting her head off or pulling my hair out and having a melt down on their kitchen floor if and when she starts her drunken insults?

Thanks for reading my fear induced ramble...

Aww spacey

Lol, so that's why you're called peachy

My mum is bizarre. Just so very very bizarre.

Anyway plus side, Leeds tomorrow for return trip to bra shop (at the price she'll end up paying, could have gone to Rigby and Peller!!) guilt trip ahoy.

Missing MN and RL

FA - keep your chin up girl!

Wish i had your boobies btw!

so lie back whilst being massaged and think of the lovely bras!!! she'd only be putting a guilt trip on you over something else anyway if it wasn't the lost undies!

good luck.

i am amazed you still visit them. i have seriously considered cutting off all contact with my parents for far less.

I read your post last week and did wonder how you were getting on. Business as usual by the sounds of things.

I think you are dealing with the situation really well tbh - I would have blown my top well and truly by now (or collapsed in a heap crying). How are your parents with your children? How old are your parents?

You will be back home soon - back to RL and mumsnet everyday!

Sorry I don't mean to make light of what's obviously a very serious situation (or to be so nosey). You are such a positive person from what I've seen from your posts.

best wishes

Only just found this. There isn't much I can say really - just sending huge slimey hugs (DS has been sucking my shoulder )

Only just found this. There isn't much I can say really - just sending huge slimey hugs (DS has been sucking my shoulder )

Just found this too, hugs to you girl. They don't deserve you.

Well someone's been reading my emails, I did sign out but once the computer crashed as I'm now going to endure a night of being barrated about my phone sex job. Great!

Got my bras and some lovely tops and a teeny skirt and feeling great about that... when we left mum was sober and happy about the whole thing when we got back they had obviously been drinking all day and she didn't even want to look at what I'd got at all and said 'Oh. Well. £200 on two bras. WONDERFUL.'

Anyway back to being quizzed over talking to dirty old men..

They are nearing sixty... (they had me late!) they think they're brill with the kids but they over-react to the point of madness and they drop the kids and get drunk in their presence

my tits look fab though! Thanks for your kind messages of support in this difficult time pmsl

Still here listening , feel free to rant to your hearts content.

Feck the pair of them. Rant over! Lol!

Passionflower you're a sweety :)

When are you coming back my love?!!!! xxx

Friday I hope, possibly Saturday... I hope it's Friday nevermind the parents I have to work Saturday night and I'll be knackered (sharing a bed atm with 2 yr old DS who wakes every 30 minutes to tell me interesting things like 'I farted mummy, pooey!')

you cant have much longer left now..it will soon be over..guess what?? im moving in under 2 weeks!!! (fingers crossed)

ok so you're working on sat, do you know when after that? ill see if i can be around then IYKWIM, a bit of moral support hun x

Spacey I want to visit you... 2 weeks.. poo... I'll never get to make you a pretty housewarming gift..poo... still got WWB's thingy ... poo!!

I'll be around on Sunday I should think, having a massive break and twitching slightly... lol... I'm ok though :) don't you worry about me!

oh no! sorry if it was my e-mails that gave the game away about the job .

well let me get in the door first fa!!!!!!
i will email you my new address as soon as the moving date is confirmed

Pmsl, I don't mind who it was, they shouldn't have been reading them!!! It was only because the pc crashed that they could at all

We had the firemen round earlier... more later..

Sorry spacey my brain went into thinking out loud mode - 'no time to make present, must visit, 2 weeks, poor spacey' lol

Not long now fa - I think you are doing brilliantly!!!! I have every sympathy with you. My mother for very different reasons was not a good mother to me, and I feel constant guilt that I don't see her often enough. Well done you for being the grown up and going to see her.

Just keep repeating
Not long now... Not long now... Not long now...

Thanks littlefish... so who wants to know about the fire then??? Eh? Anyone? Lol!

Started a new thread cos I thought it was so funny

I'm not an attention seeker honest (rofl)

www.mumsnet.com/Talk?rn=54616&topicid=9&threadid=165994&redir=54616

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII'MMMMMMMMMMMMMM

HHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMEEEEEE!

YEAH! !