the title says it all really,
she has been diagnosed with cnacer of the bladder with spread to liver and lungs
i saw her last week and she is pretty ill, they are talking about palliative chemo, but i am not sure if she will take it or if it will really be worth it for her.
she is pretty ill, vomiting and coughing
i reckon she won't make it past christmas.
i am just so sad that i don't live closer to her and that i have only just had my two children
she is 80 and i am 40 and the children are 2 and 12 weeks
i've just realised, my ds1 loves her but won't even remember her either.
god this is so hard, have just plonked ds1 in fromt of tv which i never do, but he is so whiney when he sees me sad.
out of all of my relatives, my mum is the only one i really understand and love and respect so it is gutting that she won't be around any more.
i will miss her so much...