I have a positive story if it's helpful to anyone.
I started Elvanse 30mg via the NHS back in October. Caffeine makes me feel awful so I was really worried it would be like caffeine on steroids and turn me into a jittery, head-spinning mess. I almost stopped after a couple of days as it coincided with me suddenly feeling very low, but I think that was hormonal rather than anything to do with the drug.
I didn't get any high feeling that some people talk about. My mind felt quieter but other than that I didn't feel much different. I remember feeling very hot on and off and sweating more than usual, which is normal. I also got some intense headaches around 5pm for the first few days.
No increase in anxiety at all. Maybe some slight difficulty in getting to sleep early on but that went away. I had a decreased appetite for about a month. You might need to force yourself to eat to begin with.
I stayed on 30mg for a month then moved up to 40mg. That's when I really started to notice the changes. Suddenly I had motivation to do things. I felt compelled to clean and organise. I started to tackle things I'd been putting off for months or years. I created spreadsheets of tasks instead of scribbling things down on random bits of paper that got lost under a hundred other bits of paper.
After another 4 weeks I moved up to 50mg. Just after Christmas I went through a very stressful period with multiple things hitting me at once, including a leak that flooded my flat. At any other time in my life I would have broken down and spent days in bed crying, but this time I powered on and dealt with all the things I needed to do.
One of my biggest achievements has been painting a room. I filled, sanded and washed the walls before starting. It took three coats of paint and was tiring but I just got on with it. Before Elvanse I never would have even attempted it because from past experience I know that I would have been overwhelmed after an hour. I'd have cried, given up, hated myself, left the paint tins, brushes and dust sheets sitting there for weeks and lived with a half painted wall that served as a permanent reminder of my inadequacy. I remember talking to a friend on the phone a few years ago, she said 'anyway, I must go as I want to get this painting finished' and I couldn't imagine what it would feel like to have the motivation to want to do something like that. And yet there I was wanting to get my own painting finished! I even diligently washed the brushes and trays at the end of each day despite how tired I was.
I've started doing DIY things I've put off for 8 years because I couldn't face watching videos on how to do them. I've cleaned out my cupboards. I've thrown away junk and taken things to the tip. I've sold stuff on ebay. I've bought a range of storage boxes from IKEA to store things in, instead of just literally flinging them in a cupboard and getting angry whenever I open it and something falls on me. I cleaned the filthy edges of my dishwasher. I finally took apart the U-bend of the sink that gets blocked a week after plunging it and cleaned it out properly. I get washing up done instead of it building up until I have no usable kitchen space. The other day I bought a fluffy duster and I can't believe how brilliant it is. Before Elvanse I never dusted, I just let it build up even though I knew it was setting off my allergies.
I've been more productive in the past five months than at any other time in my life. And I actually want to do these things. It's been truly life-changing.
A few random points to add:
I notice the effects drop off significantly in the week leading up to my period, which is apparently very common. Some women increase their dose during this time or have 'top ups' with instant release dexamfetamine, but personally I didn't get on with IR as it made me feel quite wired. I might try topping up again now my body is used to it and see if it helps.
Elvanse won't magically make you get up and do stuff, you still have to consciously decide to get going. I start to feel mine working around 1.5 hours after taking it, and I try to make sure I'm doing what I need to get done by that point otherwise I can end up focused on the wrong task.
Take it with something high in protein which theoretically helps to release the medicine more steadily. I take mine with kefir or skyr yogurt.
Drink lots of water as the drug can dehydrate you. It will also help with the dry mouth.
Don't forget your ID when you go to collect your medication. I once set off on an hour-long walk to the pharmacy and 30 minutes in realised I'd forgotten my driving licence.