Trips is sitting here feeling very loved by you all, and has a glass in her hand too, thank you, you are so wonderful. Went to the cemetery this afternoon, feels so inadequate just putting flowers and a card, but it looked lovely, the weather was soft drizzle the same as the day he died Tomorrow the actual day will not be as bad, I always feel worse the day before. We went to a boot fair this morning, just to get out really, came across an old character selling plants, really good ones and very cheap, so we bought a tenners worth. He told us he had a nursery just 5 mins down the road, so we went to have a look.What a place, I just loved it..........a cross between Steptoes back yard, a run down farm and plants in a green house you should have worn a safety helmet in! There were dogs everywhere, ducks, geese, chickens and chicks, eggs lying everywhere! We bought more plants to cheer us up, to mark Matthews remember day tomorrow. As we were struggling to carry them up the muddy track, stepping over broken barrels etc, the old boy from the boot fair returned,saw us, wound down his window and said to me, "Ive just seen you twin sister back there", and winked. Dy know it made my day, somehow I felt I was meant to meet him today, does that sound strange? Came home and spent the afternoon listening to the mighty Rodster, curtesy of FG!! Will pop it in the post tomorrow Shabs xx