This is going to sound awful and im sorry but I don't know what else to say or where to turn.
I have 9 month old twins and have found it really really hard from the beginning. I kept telling myself by 6 months I'd start to enjoy them, but no. It's slightly easier but I have hated almost every minute from the start.
I know this sounds really bad and I feel really bad writing it but I can't shake off the feeling. Every day I wake up dreading the day ahead.
I don't know know what to do. I feel like I'll always feel this way. I can't see a light at the end of the tunnel
I feel so bad for the babies, I've tried to shake off these feelings. I've tried to talk to people about how I feel but nothings getting better