@NoBinturongsHereMate well I gritted my teeth and did it - although it wasn't half my age (a lot less 😔)
I debated with myself for a long time how much to put in. In the end, I realised I don't know what funds the pension is invested in (I can look it up, but it might still not mean much to me).
I can also max out my ISA into an index fund, thereby having some control over that.
I did feel instantly better once I sent the email. Like I'm taking a really positive step for my future.
I'm so happy having that money redirected before it even hits my bank account, so there's no danger of me deciding to spend it on anything.
I have sooo many more steps to go.
I am finding investing much more of an admin hassle than I thought it would be.
I had a S&S isa with Hargreaves's lansdowne, but I just chose random funds when I set that up, and I don't know how to change it. So that will take some time and effort to figure that all out.
I also was about to set up vanguard S&S isa because that is recommended, then I realised I could invest in the same funds through my bank, and that actually had lower fees, plus everything would be visible to me in the one place.
But that has worked out to be really complicated and I'm not sure I've set it up properly.
I also have 7 legacy pensions which I've tracked down. I need to amalgamate them somehow but again I'm not totally sure where to do it.
This leads me onto something I was feeling angry about recently: I had 2 very lengthy calls with a financial advisor through my bank.
You would have thought they could have helped me with all those questions and issues.
They spent the first call going through my spending and plans etc. and came to the conclusion that holidays were important to me and I wanted to spend a lot on holidays.
Then the next call lasted about 2hrs of them selling products to me.
I was actually really tempted to go for it all, because I really didn't know what I was doing or aiming towards. Luckily my inertia got the better of me and I just didn't end up following through with it all.
I have since discovered FIRE and feel so much more energised and in control- which is great! 🔥