Hi
I’m sorry if this is long or a bit confused. I’m a mess.
I’m 9 weeks with second pregnancy (first gave me my beautiful daughter almost 2 years ago, no previous loss or complication)
Today I text my husband saying my tummy felt a bit dodgy then at about 3.55pm I went to the loo and noticed blood in my knickers. Bit smaller than a 50p piece. Wiped three times to what looked like a lot of blood.
Ran out of work straight to early pregnancy assessment unit who saw me right away.
Speculum exam confirmed closed cervix and no more blood loss, and that what they could see was brown.
They couldn’t scan as no sonographers so booked for tomorrow morning.
I am so scared. This baby is so so wanted and loved already. I can’t lose it.
I have been so stressed this past few days, I’m overweight, I had my Covid booster (clinically vulnerable) and I get zero rest with a toddler and a busy senior job. I feel like I should have taken so much more care. I took this baby for granted.
Please if you have positive stories of similar experience I would love to hear them. I’m in for a very long 16 hours!