I posted here in July when I lost my little bean at 12 weeks after 5 years TTC. Absolutely heartbroken and I'm still trying to cope with that loss.
On Thursday I found out I was pregnant again and should be 4+4 today. I took another FRER this morning with fmu and it was a stronger line than the one on Thursday. I had a prearranged NHS internal scan for investigations this morning. After my mc in July I was re-referred back to infertility clinic because it took so long to get pregnant and I'm convinced something to do with that is linked to the mc. All was fine, even when I emptied my bladder 5 mins before I went into the room. Told the sonographer I was pregnant but agreed we wouldn't see anything on scan as I was so early. Literally as soon as scan was done I wiped myself to get rid of the gel and there was loads of spots of blood. I have continued to bleed all day and it had got redder. I just know I'm losing this baby too.
I am such an idiot for hoping this could be our rainbow.