I had a scan today... I'm meant to be 10 weeks but my baby is only measuring 6.5 weeks and there's no heartbeat to be found. I've been told it's a missed miscarriage and to go back after Christmas for another scan.
My husband has told me I need to "just get on with it" so here I was bathing the kids when I totally break down.. he hugged me and that was it really. We've had arguments all night over my step son.
I just want to kill myself. I feel so low. I've lost my baby and I'm being shouted at. I don't feel like anyone understands. Tomorrow I have to get up and deal with my two kids all day when I just can't face it.. I don't know how to cope with this is there anyone I can speak to about this?