Found out yesterday I had lost my baby at 11 weeks.

[ldagley1]

Hi all.

I don't often post on these forums but I'm desperately looking for someone to speak to.

2 weeks ago myself and my partner went for our dating scan and found out we were 10 weeks. We saw the baby on the screen and the heart beating away. Yesterday we went for our 12 weeks scan only to find out that I had had a MMC at 11 weeks. I am absolutely devastated.

I was diagnosed early this year with PCOS and happened to fall pregnant naturally after months of trying. It was a miracle. Now I feel like that was my only chance and it's been snatched away from me. I don't know how I will move on from this. I'm desperate for a baby and I was so close.

I'm so sorry ldagley MMC is a cruel beast, especially when the pregnancy was hard won in the first place. Have you decided what management you will have?

So sorry for your loss.

See if this thread can help you. It did me when I had my mmc....

www.mumsnet.com/Talk/miscarriage/2400398-Headwreck-Hope-Support-for-those-who-are-might-be-experiencing-misscarriage-New-Thread

Im am so sorry ldagley. The feeling of going to a scan to be told the baby is gone is appalling. I presume you felt a mixture of things. All I can say is I've been there and am here to talk if when you need to. No one should have to go through what you've been through. Be kind to yourself eat whatever you want, go on holiday xx

Thank you all so much for your kind words. It's such a relief to speak to people that have been through the same thing.

Originally I opted to medically manage the miscarriage but I have decided to go for the surgery now as feel the other option would have been too traumatic for me and my partner.

I go in to hospital this afternoon. In a strange way I just want it over and done with so I can try to accept it and move on xx

thinking of you this afternoon.