45yo, perimenopausal, I started HRT to try to improve my mental health but I’m just not getting on with the progesterone.
Started on Evorel Sequi in Jan. The progesterone half of the month found me murderous, contemplating divorce and/or jumping off a bridge. However it improved my night waking and stopped the night sweats. Getting more sleep was a big boon.
From March, moved to Utrogestan which I hoped would be gentler as it’s the more body-identical one. Oestrogen has been slowly upped to a 100 patch. Increasingly I am finding the Utrogestan period dire. Really not good for my mental health. Black suicidal thoughts and unstoppable weeping.
I daren’t try the Mirena coil because if that has bad effects I can’t remove it immediately. Will try the Utrogestan vaginally this month, though I feel weird about inserting it (how?), using it off-label (though I know it’s used like this in Europe) and the fact that my cycles aren’t fully synced, so the last few days I am likely to be menstruating heavily (presumably it’ll be washed away from the spot).
Has anyone had any luck with this method, or any other suggestions of how to improve it for someone who is clearly sensitive to this hormone? I had very bad PND which I’m starting to suspect was hormonal. Any specialist recommendations? Thank you so much for any advice.