hello all. Haven't got much to report really and also work is nightmare so haven't really relaxed much this weekend tho have had two loverly afternoon naps cos got up early on Sat and Sun for football training.
Seriously thinking about dumping samename as in between our meetings we don't communicate much - it's partially me (cos I think why should I phone/text him) but mainly him.
Nice guy have a great time when I see him, feel very easy in his company but I am thinking more and more that if there is some mileage in our relationship then we would be in touch more whilst we were apart to keep the momentum going and feel more connected otherwise what's the point. It feels too ad hoc IYKWIM. So watch this space.
I also wonder how long he will leave it before he does get in touch - don't like game playing but it's usually me who rings (not to fix next date as we have usually done that).
We also can't do much as I never have any spare money and don't like to assume he will be paying.
I have abt ten days to myself soon as dcs going on holiday - said he could come round for a few days but am not sure now - the money issue, combined with preparing for a big event at work at end of the month plus perhaps TMI want to be alone when I'm on !!!! is that weird - just want to be able to slob out for those three days.
Perhaps Im getting too used to being on my own and too independent.
Also, one last thing - rather trivial but an alarm bell rang - I asked him buy a can of drink the other week but he insisted I have a bottle so it didn't spill in my car. I told him I prefer the taste from can (and it doesn't always spill). I could be being over sensitive but having been in controlling marriage this set alarm bells ringing.
Ooh er that was really long sorry - how was guilfest lou - who was on?
Our local event was stopped mid evening because of a stabbing - a big group of us usually go but we didn't this year, thank god, mainly because of the weather but also because we had reports of bad atmosphere - which was obviously right.