Sent two texts...

[fairyfly]

one to daddy, one to lover, not that i play games i have you know but.........i have decided, as i do this kind of shit, i will give it all to the reply i get. Decision made.

what?

i will give my heart properly, i believe in destiny

bring m,e up to date if u can. am confused.

i can,t seem to rid my x out of my thoughts. Everytime i try, he rings, ridicules me, makes me feel like crap, but also reminds me of how much i love being a home maker, a person who wants to look over and smile at our children, together, proud.
New boyfriend, loves me utterly, i know this, i will drive him mad with my ghosts.

I would like to make a decision on what relationship i should concentrate on...

Heance i just did the weak thing and rolled the dice..

I do that all the time and stick to the fated answer

How are you misdee, that is actually more imprtant instead of my rambles

what did the texts say honey?

but your ex treats you like shite tho from what i gather from your posts, why do u want to be with him? new one sounds lovely.

i'm ok.

have you been drinking at all? never roll a dice!!

i always roll a dice (in my head) had the greatest times ever as a consequence, really i have

Becca, text to x said........goodbye

text to new man said.......i just want to be with you my baby

Says it all really

goodbye seems reasonable

any reply yet?

Nope, pmsl

I know what im doing , i realise i sound drunk and erratic, im not, just giddy

turned it off sobernow

So.....scenario here...

Say ex texts back "I miss you" you would pack off new lovely love and welcome him back into your life?

How does mental dice rolling work - how do you know what its stopped on?

mmmm, last time i rolled the head dice i brought a lemonjelly album, follshortly by buying lemon jelly shoes, follwed shortly by shagging a guy who worked for lemon jelly from dublin

get your giddy hat off and sober up you fool!

oh, i dont want him to miss me, i want to concentrate on my family and bring him back to his kids, not me. I dont want him. I would put infinate energy in sorting his head out if he was willing to to be a good dad. thats what i mean. new boyfriend i can tell is sick of me having this problem. I am closing the doors on his fatherhood and grieving slightly, i will take my giddy hat off now lou

rolling the head dice - sounds like how I feel after I've been drinking

Hope the dice lands well

FF, what are you up to? Should I be worried?

or..all of the above (below)

Well I am...........

Oh shit, how I hate the sound of self destruct...slf destructing

i love the self destruct button, i hit it quite a lot, shakes up my life

Talking of rolling tdice, i did it with sykes, thought sod it, i will get on a train to london with my kids, worked out bloody well, i now completely love her and regard her as one of my best mates

ok ff, what are you up to??

FF

Can you state, quite categorically that you have not been drinking ?

Are you okay, really?

can i bollocks state that, im stoned