Just that really, I need to write down how I'm feeling. 😔 social media is full of happy families posing for pictures, I can't bare it. This will be my first Christmas as a single parent, my stbexh decided his dick brain was more important that his wife and kids.. something I just couldn't live with and the enormity of his actions, endless lies and massively controlling behaviour sent me packing with the kids earlier this year. We've just moved into our new forever home.. so it's a bit hectic! I don't have much family around me and it's pretty much going to be me and the kids. I guess I'm just sad about being a lone parent, I've had no conversations with my exh about presents - I've bought them all and I'm good to go, not a single penny contributed from him. This is on top of furnishing a new house!! Fml sorry just moaning! Words of wisdom welcome.