What do you do when you still have feelings for your ex, even when you know he's just not worth it? I split with ex-dh two years ago and things have just recently settled down (money / contact with ds etc). I am still finding it really hard to not care about him and, if I am completely honest, would probably have him back tomorrow .
He has treated ds and myself badly (cheated, left several times when ds very small baby before leaving for good). I know that we have trust issues and that it is highly unlikely we could go back but, despite this, I still care. I feel so stupid because all logic dictates that these feelings are VERY WRONG! Also, my family and friends would crucify me if they even thought that I felt this way. What's wrong with me?.