Joining you and i just want to die

[Pickafuckinnametheyhaventused]

Dp doesnt love me anymore and he waited until i was already suicidal to tell me

Thankyou for your kind words @ americans

Hey Pick- hope you are still doing okay. How are the kids doing and did you manage to get some financial help?

thinking of you, let us know how you are getting on. x

So it turns out he was actually having an affair...
His distain for me had caused me to be so anxious.Infact ,in hindsight he has manipulated me for years.
I have arranged some of the financial things and am feeling stronger now.
Thankyou for looking in on me.

Oh, Pick, I'm so sorry. It sounds like you have a clearer picture of everything now. Well done for getting the financial stuff sorted . Stay strong x

you are doing well to sort financial stuff already, as shrinkingnora said stay strong! It may be hard to beleive right now but in tme i´m sure you will see that you deserved better. you are worth so much more than to have someone lie to you. remember to come back to mumsnet whenever you need! x

Hi new here. My husband left me just over a week ago and moved in with a girl at work he has been having an affair with for, what I can figure, is either a year or best part of. He is my second husband and the first one also cheated on me. Myself and the second husband have 1 child almost 3yrs old and I have 2 from previous. I have felt so many emotions this week but made damn sure first thin Monday I went to the docs and am now on anti d's. I'm waiting for them to kick in so I can learn to cope a bit better. I had a nervous breakdown after the first husband and can honestly tell you that it WILL get easier!! Having been there once already has helped this time. Above all else don't blame yourself, focus on the kids and above all, take each day minute by minute or hour by hour and don't expect too much of yourself. I truly hope yr getting the right help And are soon back on yr feet again xxx