My beautiful son passed away January this year , my heart is so broken .
I handed my notice in at work and finished on the 18/12/22 , this was due to the caring responsibilities at home and my sons disability & illnesses progressing. My son took unwell that day and ended up back intensive care . He had his 18th birthday in there and passed away a few days later . Even tho he was disabled and had always known he would be life limited it all happened so fast and I still to this day cannot get my head around it . My husband has suffered severe anxiety and depression for years now and has now basically confided himself to the house , we have another 2 kids my youngest being 7 oldest 19 . I'm trying my hardest to work keep myself together keep them together and to be honest I can't do it anymore no 1 helps me no one cares how losing my son has affected me I'm just expected to keep going . I done a dog grooming qualification in April I honestly don't know how I got thru it but I did now I'm trying to build up something and again have had no help from anyone. We have no money my husband can't work my daughter doesn't live here we're getting 500 a month uc and that doesn't even cover the bills . I'm at breaking point i feel like getting in the car and never coming back 💔💔💔💔