Hi everyone please be kind with your comments. Thank you
I have 4 children with my ex partner of 14years and I was in a domestic violence situation since I 16years. Started off with controlling etc and then went on to physical. Any short story he ran off with a co-worker and made sure he agreed it was a mutual break up otherwise he would manipulate me to get back with him. He got his new girlfriend the co-worker pregnant within a month of being with her. Which is fine doesn't bother me. I got engaged within a year and married a year later and got pregnant same year and had baby same year. I have 5kids in total now. My husband this is his first biological child and he has always wanted 2 kids. Now we are currently trying for or 6th child and my baby is only 6months. My question is am I crazy to have another so soon and it being my 6th. I'm turning 31 and always stated I want all my kids before I'm 35. But I feel I want this child but when I say out loud I will be a mother 6 I feel stupid and crazy.