Yeah quite a long journey but, whenever you'll have an update, feel free to share :D and I hope everything will be ok for you.
@AlisonDanuta oh that's an amazing result, really really amazing. Unfortunately I'm still at the beginning :( we have first appointment with the clinic on the 27th, I had all blood work done, all ok it seems, smear and other swabs done, all good as well, semen analysis came back more than ok yesterday, I did my amh privately so I'll bring this to the clinic next week to see what they say and that's it, but I'm very discouraged and depressed I have to admit... I don't know where I'm finding the strength to go on. My partner is very supportive, he keeps saying that he doesn't care if we will end up failing, the only thing he wants is me, but in the last 2 days the only thing I can think about is to cancel the wedding, do you believe it? Just because I feel guilty to not be able to give him a child, since his semen analysis came back ok, clearly the fault is mine here. I know there is no fault in something like this, but still... I feel like a failure, I have no one to talk to about this (beside him), the people that know what I'm going through do not understand, just wait they said, give it time, you are too stress about it and so on. I'm all alone, I went deep into depression many years ago about having children (we wanted to but we couldn't even try) but I managed to get out of depression somehow, all alone, I don't even know how but still... this time I don't know if I'll be able to.
Anyway, sorry for venting... don't mind me and enjoy your miracle, you deserve it :D