Why do you come on here looking for your understanding, UQD? It is a mystery to you, and to many -- but you aren't looking for answers here, you are looking to have an argument and prove your point.
If you were genuinely trying to understand you would ask, not lecture and argue -- you would read the scientists, the physicists, the professors and great minds, who do believe in a god, or gods.
They won't convert you but they might give you an understanding. Not only do you not have it, you don't seem to want it and you don't even seem to have the space for it in your mindset.
But you always do this, you just seem to want to be in this endless mn student type cycle, as if you've only just discovered atheism and you've found religion doesn't make sense and you need to share it, and say "myth" and "superstition" over and over again.
You can't argue people into belief, or argue them out of it. That's what you fail to understand.