Hello all - still wobbling around here, but at least I don't seem to be in tears today so things must be on the up?
I've managed to swish & swipe, and make a bed. That's it!
Our washing machine seems to have packed up blast it! Every time I turn it on it just trips the electricity so something must be going wrong with it. I need to wait for DH to get back to fiddle with it - if I bend down, I fall over!
It's pouring with rain here, cold too, so I'm going to light the fire and lie on the sofa until the kids come home. It was DS' 10th birthday yesterday and I felt like such a heel for not being able to take him out for a meal as we had promised him. But DH made a lovely meal and we played various card games so I think he had an ok time. It was supposed to be his birthday outing to the Roald Dahl museum on Saturday, but there's no way I can do that with him. So DH is going to take him to see the new James Bond movie.
And we're supposed to be going to the Scissor Sisters gig on Sunday - we've got standing tickets - ha ha ha ha...... I can stand up for about a minute before everything goes wobbly and I fall over. So somehow between now and then, I've got to get myself fit! Failing that, I suppose I can hire a wheelchair and get a disabled ticket.
Hope all is well elsewhere. I understand completely about the money issues. I won't tell you how big my debts were, but when I was spiralling down to my breakdown I was spending compulsively. It's sorted now, but it makes me go cold just thinking about it. and I still have the odd compulsion when I'm depressed, but at least I'm able to control it now. Lots of hugs to those struggling.