We had a talk from the scholarships/ new scheme head at an RG open day. She suggested that the AHRC were going by the same criteria; marks, dissertation and so on - but that priority would go to students with an MA.
You have understood my concerns here- its a huge commitment and it's my actual money (and time) which I'd been wasting if I didn't/ couldn't complete. The University are taking a risk in letting me in, I think; and I am taking a risk in doing it- but I don't want it to be a jump/step too far for me.
I'd also put myself through a great deal of unnecessary heartache in the process, which worries me. I am of course, excited and it has helped my confidence (very, very under confident person), but if I am going to do this I need to think long and hard about the potential problems, and the amount of work I need to do. Your advice is greatly appreciated, very much so, as I'm new to all of this.
I'd be part of the cohort,with the same level of supervision, and expected to complete the same mandatory hours of study- although I have been given the option of full or part time as they know its dependant on many other things. My supervisor has an expansive list of both her own practice, and practice based research that she has supervised to completion- it's impressive and daunting. She currently supervises 6 other students in this area. My current dissertation supervisor was also supervised to completion in this area.
Funding without MA, they say, depend on many things, and it's fiercely competitive. It may be that I wait a year. It is quite a difficult position to be in, not having finished Undergrad yet, and having nothing set out for certain yet (as with most undergrads). I
If nothing else, having two PG offers (Masters and a PhD offer, one RG) has given me options I never dreamed of before. I've been applying for jobs in the field I'm interested in, rather than just any job for the sake of it, and thinking that it's possible I can do other things with my life than has been programmed in to me since I was little. I think this might be more of a personal 'I wanted to see if I could do it' rather than 'I will definitely do it right now'.
It's all tangled up in my past- long story of abuse, neglect, horrific past, and me trying to overcome that, really. The people who know me well are saying that my personal qualities mean I will do it if I am determined, but of course, they know lots of my story.
It is really, really helpful to have an objective and useful set of things to consider, and a range of experiences. Thank you to everyone who has replied so far.