Not sure why I'm posting this but I'm driving myself mad and am so anxious I feel like I can't breath.
I found a lump in my armpit before Christmas but thought it may have been a gland or something so I'd give it a couple of weeks to go away. What with lockdown and homeschooling I put it to the back of my mind but last week realised it was still there so I made a GP appointment, I've now been referred to the breast clinic and I'm just terrified. I have health anxiety and Covid has had me pretty close to the edge but this is just sending me over it, I'm at home with the kids but all I've done is cry for days and not sleep.
Husband has gone to work today and I'm sure that's to get away from me, he doesn't do illness or worry.
People just keep telling me not to worry but I can't calm myself and feel like a right idiot.