I don't know what I am hoping for...reassurance or other stories maybe.
I had a stomach bug in late Jan this year and since then had been having bowel issues which I put down to the bug messing with my stomach. Then I started getting very bloated especially around ovulation. Then in the last couple of months I have felt quite ill when I ovulate tho I have always had pain in my left side at that time of month. I went to the doc and nearly didn't mention it but because of my age (42) she sent me for a scan last weds.
The next day I was told to call the doc and they said they found a 3cm cyst but the doc was very cagey and wouldn't say what it is. Kept saying all different kinds of tumour. Wanted to say it was unlikely to be anything but she kept stumbling on her words. Saturday I got a letter saying I had been fast tracked to the oncology gynecology dept for an appointment next week and I have just had the CA125 test today. I stupidly looked at the screen and the report from the u/s said suspected cancer.
So now I am shitting myself. I have four kids, 14, 11, 8 and nearly 2. How the hell and I supposed to get through the next week without googling and generally thinking the worst.
Any websites to look at or memes or even youtube vids of fluffy kittens to help would be much appreciated.