Hello all,
I've had another sleep
so feeling a bit less pathetic.
Dr W rather lived up to his name. He was not at all sympathetic that I have been to the loo more than ten times per night since Sunday and just said it might not calm down until the weekend. His overall message was get on with it
he refuses to believe there is any possibility that it is an infection but if it hasn't calmed down tomorrow I'm going to go to the GP instead. Touch wood it is better today anyway, although I now have stomach cramps 
Also I now have to decide whether to have the infusion at a lower dose again, maybe 30%, or have just tablets instead for the remaining cycles (three left) he doesn't know whether it is better to have only tablets but complete the cycles or have an infusion and only a few days of tablets. It's quite scary having to decide that for myself :( so if anyone has any insights at all they would be greatly appreciated :)
On the plus side I've sent my dad out in search of macaro(o)ns so will pop some on the trolley when/if they arrive 
KK hope your computer is sorted out now. If not try pressing Ctrl and 0 as that usually resets the size :) I'm always accidentally making mine too big or small.
gigs if you think that's gross, I read a book a while ago that recommended maturing your wee for ten days in a jar and then rubbing it all over your body and face as a cure for chronic fatigue 
tipsy topsy hope you're enjoying your pj and junk food day? :)
trice I have a CLIC Sargent social worker who I think is the equivalent of a Macmillan nurse. I sometimes find it easier to talk through things with her as she is not emotionally involved. Also she knows all the different organisations and resources available and can point me in the direction of things I need. It might be worth trying a Macmillan nurse at least once just to see what they can offer you :)
Waving to everyone, I hope you're all having a lovely day :)