Brilliant Twinkie, to be honest you couldn't have picked a better time to stop, if you can cope now with all the stuff you're dealing with, you really can cope with anything.
Erm, who was it thought they could stitch me up with a fag & photo at the Christmas London meet ??! I'm sure there were about 6 of you trying and I must confess I was nervous in case you managed it (hence all the dodgy dancing..)
Stick at it all of you, it is sooooo worth it, this is cut & pasted from my previous posts:
I'm a 'many times' ex-smoker and have finally had to accept that I'm an all or nothing person. I LOATHE smoking, except when the wheels have fallen off my waggon.
Patches really helped me through the early stages, then I went and got pregnant so had to go cold turkey...
I used to find my weakest point (apart from the pub) was getting petrol, I was so used to picking up 40 B&H at the same. I used to try and fix it so I'd always fill up at a 'Pay at Pump' station, that way I avoided all the sweets too.
I stopped going to the pub unless dh would be there too (not that he's scarey at all !) and pretty soon hated going at all as I couldn't stand coming home stinking of smoke.
READ THIS BIT !
A word of warning though, after the inital physical withdrawal symptoms stopped (which is quite a short period of time, around 7 days I think) my brain used to play tricks on me
'well you've lasted this long so you've proved you can do it, so just having one every so often will be fine'
NO IT WON'T !!!!!
everytime I've thought that (I've 'given up' 4 times) I've been back on to 20+ a day in less than a week. I have to think of myself as a recovering ex-smoker not a non-smoker, even after 4 years of not smoking (I once went back to it after 6 years, how stupid am I ?)'
You can do it, just don't let nicotine trick you because it WILL try to. If any of you are struggling please email me and I'll try to help.
I'm now back to 5 years without smoking, so almost back to my best !
Twink xxx
PS How are the other quiters doing ? You know who you are and I won't stalk you !