Just wanted to add some facts regarding pharma hiding negative data. The legal regulatory and vigilance environment has been tightened up hugely in the past 15 years and this is no longer possible. All data, good, bad or indifferent must be submitted to the regulators.
In the past pharma exploited grey laws. They are long gone now (Vioxx, Seroxat etc exposed these major flaws in the law).
One poster remarked on their child being used as a guinea pig as vaccines are monitored for years post launch.
This is usual for all drugs and 1) is essential to monitor use and side effects outside in a real clinical setting and 2) can and does occasionally show that a drug is not suitable for wider use so it has a more limited use on its licence or is withdrawn.
Also re not trusting the conclusions of the drug manufacturers all data, every single piece, and it's source and it's generation (clinical trial data etc) are checked for accuracy and, to be blunt, to ensure its not made up by a truly independent regulator. It's amazing the details they dive into, even with family members, for conflicts of interest now.
All of the above is right to ensure rigour in the system. I just wanted to correct some misunderstandings I saw on the thread.
And with MMR I struggle so much with the hangover from one of the most shitty, unethical prices of research done in modern times. By a man on the payroll of the single vaccine manufacturers. But he forgot to disclose that didn't he.
Oh and OP it's personal choice. I have my opinion, others have theirs. We don't have to agree.