hiyA,
i think i am boring everyone i know on facebook - so i decided to join here instead. and bore you all silly.
i had to leave work early today as i couldnt concentrate. i had a nose bleedd this am, i can't sleep and i get headaches, my sinuses are filling up and im beginning with the coughing.
i've done this before - quit, i know i need to get past the three week mark and then hopefully it will al be ok. i started a new job two months ago and i haven't got smoking friends or triggers embedded so much - coming home in the car is difficult.
i wokred through dinner today - then left at 3pm as i couldn't stick it any longer. dinner will also be hard. - li'm planning to go to supermarket and buy myself things :D
but i really don't do well with being ill. you know that man flu everyone jokes about? well i'm a woman and i get that multiplied by 10
biggup to MR c who also gave up smoking - it is Mr c's second day.
i was really hanging on the 48 hour nicotine free thing - like it was a huge marker and if i could get past that then i could get past anything. i suppose my next countdown should be a full week.
so 4 days to go - midnight friday = one full week.
i am currently sweating so much that i am wiping away sweat tears
im going to walk the dog becuase i feel a bitshitty
please answer me
ty muchly custardo