I’d describe myself as a moderate, one nation conservative. I actually prefer the term ‘Conservative-centrist’, or even ‘red Tory’. The core reason I’m ‘conservative’ (I mean in temperament) is that I distrust grand, dreamy idealism. Things that sound great in a sixth form common room often cause chaos in the real world. I’m a moderate conservative because I want sensible, realistic grown ups running the country. I have met very few left-wing people I respected. Frankly, many seem like overgrown adolescents. You know, people who never grew out of the adolescent rebel stage. Or there’s the bitter, hate-filled sort who want to upset people for the sake of it (Frankie Boyle is a good example of that type). Or they’re show offs who see radical politics as a way of getting attention (Russell Brand is a good example of that type).
I’m also conservative in a broader sense, in that I want to conserve things that are worth conserving - beautiful buildings, high culture, a literary canon, etc. And I want to conserve those things for everyone, not just a minority.
In general, I follow people like Roger Scruton. He was in Paris in 1968 during the riots, and describes walking the streets and talking to the young students. When he asked them why they wanted a revolution, all he got back was a load of pseudo-intellectual Marxist gibberish. As he watched, he realised that most of them weren’t really interested in politics at all. They were just enjoying the adrenaline rush and the chance to smash things up. I suppose what I’m saying is that I believe in order and civilisation. Such things are precious and fragile. They don’t come naturally to us. By nature we’re violent, restless, and irrational. Anyone who believes humans are basically good and that we can build (i.e impose) a utopia isn’t just naive - they’re dangerous.
I disliked Margaret Thatcher, however. She wasn’t a conservative at all. She was a free market fanatic. Her supporters had no interest in conserving beautiful things, and no belief in duty or service or good manners or any of the other virtues I associate with conservatism. All that mattered was money.