So we went up to.thr plot on Saturday to clear it to give it back. Honestly it wasn't as badly overgrown as it was earlier in the season (maybe it's three strikes and you're out!).
The guy on the plot next door said "you've had your letter then" - turns out the guy the other side is giving up half of his plot too. The woman the other side who I have seen once in 5 years was smart putting down carpet and planting fruit trees (actually I think she must have inherited the trees as you're not allowed to plant them).
It didn't take too long to tidy up. Yes the path needs mowing (the asparagus the previous person planted still pops up on the pathway - used to be mowed down when someone at the allotment mowed paths for me!)
We dug out a few things, uncovered the soil that has been covered for 3 years (still doesn't look great!), collected the tools and right then I thought "well maybe I could do this"
And then I realised I'm kidding myself. I'm going to email them to day to let them know I'm done and I'm happy to furfeit my deposit if they want it completely cleared because it wasn't when I took it on, the other plot they offered me is still, 5 years on, waist high in couch grass and poppies and I just don't have the time.
It's a weight off my shoulders. I salute all who can spend the time on the plot. I'm going to refocus on my garden and sort out my raised beds there. I'm going to dig up my strawberries which are wonderful if I water then every day but I don't, and I don't think I need plants that can't survive in my conditions (low rain and cold strong easterly winds). If you have suggestions for low water vegetables I'd be grateful.
I'll continue to linger on this thread - enjoying your stories!