Sorry have had to re post just in case as even though havnt been on here for ages, all that i went through before to get me in this state is on my old messages so thought a name change would help with my paranoia
Just briefley i was prescribed Prozac yesterday and even though have taken them years ago for pnd i have been worried this time as this depression is so different, its darker,debilitating. Im even questioning that i had pnd, i think i was just exhausted and hormonal.
Im worried as doctor said i may feel worse over the next two weeks and i dont want to sink lower than i am now. I can hardly bring myself to talk some days and others i dont stop, like yesterday!
Took second tablet last night and had practically no sleep,my doc did advise me to take them at night so i supose i should give it a decent try but how long was it untill others decided that the time they took them wasnt the right time for them???
Have kept the kids off school as dont feel i can cope with all the running about and fake smiles and chatting with the mums. Feel so deflated as yesterday i was on a high finally pleased that i admitted the problem and was doing something positive(if only to my doctor, but its a step).
Thanks for reading and i hope my previous posters on this thread find me as was a great help, ta xx