Sorry I feel really selfish for starting another thread, but I am scared about starting work next week. I am already slipping, I have no support in place at all and scared.
Will I ever feel better? Will these images every leave my head? I want to go hide in my duvet, but I know I can't I should be writing my law essay then going to the gym to satisfy my stupid exercise obsession. It's all too much again.
I think time was meant to heal things? It just hurts watching ds hysterical every morning and night is heart breaking but I have no strength to deal with him and I don't even know what to say.