I realised today that I do infact have an ED

[LittleMarshmallow]

and I am scared. I need to keep fighting this demon but it is so hard. I am so tired of being controlled by demons never allowing myself to be happy or to experience anything nice.

Hey LM what made you realise it today?

And you are still you and it is still a symptom of all that you have gone through and still go through.

You know where I am dontcha - yes I'm doing a bit rubbish myself but that doesn't stop any of us supporting each other.

Big hug xx

I was trying to make a food plan with someone who is helping me. It was horrific I was bargaining on what I could and couldn't eat. I have lost any enthusiasm I had for eating.

We were talking about blood tests too since I look awful apparently and am exhausted but I don't sleep well anyway.

Thanks for looking out for me.

xx