Hi,I'm really in need of some encouraging words today.
I have a one yr old ds, and I am currently pregnant with number two. Since January I have been on citalopram(sp?)anti-depressants-20mg.
Last week I went to the doctors and told my GP that I wanted to start weaning off so that I would be off them well in time for new born's arrival. You see,I don't like the thought of my baby being dependant in any way when he/she is born.I'm not sure when the repercussions are of being on anti-depressants when you have a baby.
The past two to three days though,I have felt the lowest I have ever felt.I am being completely irrational,and horrible.
DH tells me that I am pushing him away,but I can't help it.I don't see the point in having him close to me,as it doesn't change the angry hurt feelings I have inside.
The house is beginning to suffer,ironing is building up,there's dust everywhere,the washing up is constantly in need of doing.
Poor ds is getting shouted at everytime he even so much as makes a sound.
I feel like I can't take any more.
To make things worse I have this baby inside me that I have no idea how I am going to cope with.
I am fed up with my stomach being so tense and knotted that I feel physically sick,and as though I could really kick the crap out of something.
I have never felt like this before. Please help
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unhappiness · 01/08/2005 13:34
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