It doesn't take much

[OrmRenewed]

to start it all up again. Few big problems at work and home plus lots of little ones, not being able to run plus feeling a bit under the weather physically, and I'm back at the bottom of the hill again.

Too scared to be out and about. Every situation is too hard to deal with. House is a shit heap and we're supposed to be putting it on the market soon

Dh fed up with me. DC worried about me.
Is this ever going to go away?

Everyone has hard times and it is difficult but always look at people in a worse situation and it makes you feel better. The homeless, orphans, war zones, poverty, disabled.

We all go through rough times, i wanted to run away from the kids and hubby the other day i felt so low but today ive been fine. Dont worry its just a phase youre going through look at the beautiful weather.

Oh I know day. And that makes it worse - look at those poor buggers, I should be grateful

Am wondering if i need to increase my anti-Ds to get over the hill - don't want to.

I know that feeling. I don't walk far from the edge. And it's just me and dd so different to you (not worse or better). Is there anything you can do that makes you feel better and more able to function? And, increased ADs the sooner the better because they take so long to work.

I feel like I will always walk near the edge, all I can change is how I handle it. And sometimes I don't feel I can change that. What are your plans for today? Baby steps, ok? (me too)

No baby steps here today I'm afraid mousie. I am taking DD and friends for a sleepover at my parents house - so will be a manic exhausting day. But fun (I hope).

Sorry, not been back to this til now.

I hope today went ok even though it can't have been easy. I hope that they will get on with things themselves and you can recharge as much as you are able. Thinking of you.