I have had depression on and off for years but it has all peaked again for the last 6 months due to netball stress I have posted few times this week but I really can't cope anymore and don't know what to do I know I may not find out whether I gonna be charged till tuesday but that feels so long away I feel like I am constantly in car crash every morning I am putting so much stress on my dp I know it's not fair but I feel desperate and alone www.mumsnet.com/Talk/bullying/931871-what-can-I-do this is one of my other threads which has some good advice but I feel crap constantly