I'm really struggling too. Can't work out if I'm sick of DH and want him to leave(which I've told him to do) or I'm just overwhelmed with an awful job I'm doing to compensate for him not earning much. If i could afford to just go and live somewhere nice I'd do it. My mother's no help at all, just says "you mustn't be like that, you make DD ill" because she's been poorly and Grandma has had to look after her. This message sounds so pathetic but i can't explain how trapped i feel . I think I'm just going to explode.